Colliba's wordpoem

Am not lost, or am I?. Not stupid, or I may be!. Am not naive, you've seen it. A wise counsellor? I am!. But why all fall on me? Why can't I follow my own advices?. Why is talking more fan than actual action, activity acts absent after plans! Are all lost, all gone and forgotten forever. "Do you remember the plan we had? Was never implemented", they'll say. "It was a good plan!" Do you know what's good? If yes, why was it never taken serious? "Well, because it was good, it would have worked". Oh my! You mean we never want things that works out well? No, it was a risk and risks are not taken by many but a single person. Sounds bad! Now forgotten, latter cried on it, we wished it worked out!!! Am not lost or am I? Not stupid, or I may be. Now with the gray hair, am wise. But now, was born a good child, loved and taken care of. Though couldn't afford all but many was given. Questions, "when did the rain started falling...

From that time that the rain started falling on us, the sun had ceased to shine. Maybe you won't believe me, but it is what I expected of you. Why? Cus it is the way of all man kind. "Man does better what he loves, not what is forced on him".they said. Very true. Though a times, men does the future and the love buried under the ground. Letting go seems unbearable, but it ease the way out. Now today I had thought of talking of the ironical reality of life.  There are things that even the gods won't change. Nothing will ever change. They'll remain the same from the first time a child breath the first breathe on earth until the last breathe. I believe also the dead are controlled and lived under these laws. I had seen this in my life and the life of them around and now kindly,  stay calm and read through.  Think of all the points and relate them to whatever you've seen happening around you. 1. Man hears what he wants to hear not what you say. Have you...

In the world full of pain I got myself, can't reverse in  the creation. Where none pleases the soul as heart beats the drums. Struggling can't stop but in it laughing is inevitable, merry comes once in a while, as joy suffers fraudulent acts, wars we battle in within and depression for the well known but broke dudes. It is why I'll say,," I am afraid", Walking away sometimes work, forgetting would have been the cure. The pain ain't the problem I swear, but the mark left within that will always trigger the pain, I am fearful not a lie, I prefer blindness for their faults. I am weak can't denay, I prefer silenting my mouth. I am afraid can't hide, it would be better in my own world, peredventure I'd not be seen, unfortunately it's ain't God's plan, not within His thoughts, thus here was born, here I live and here I'll die.  Working hard pays less, this I've find interesting, the one who has to b...

Well, as you had just put it, it has been seen. As you said, it was done. When laziness had not been your thing from the time of birth. Even mom was amazed when in her womb. She had conceive a unique child, time came and on that day on that date 29th October 1959, a cry of a little King to be, was heard in Chato in Tanganyika. The stars I believed shined all through that night as yours was lifted higher than any other at that time. Well it was seen in your childhood, during school times when you'll run to and from school, wasting no time as it is said. Your teachers had known you for a great leader and a son of change. When you started your education at Chato Primary School in 1967  to 1974  to the Katoke Seminary in Biharamulo for secondary education (1974 -1977) relocate to Lake Secondary School in (1977) graduate in 1978. At Mkwawa High School  and 1979 at Mkwawa College. All were hardwork and ambition seen within your face, the skys weren't the limit as ov...

Seen not to be understood, the secret within the hush to accuse. Prejudgment and assumption kills and had killed many. Many rotting in jail, many suffers and have hard times. Gives emotional pains, spiritual illnes and hatred. The pain within, a times I see, in thoughts and just amazed. Woken to the world of vengeance where "mtego wa panya uwanasa walioko na wasiokuwepo". The reason being misunderstandings, got angry, prejudged and thus punish the old man. It's revenge, I hurt them and thus they'll want to tell me I don't know what they are capable of. A great mistake, as they thought he was involved, "he has to suffer the most" their conclusions. They never knew how innocent he was, how he had good plans for them and how he had viewed them to be the most important persons in this age. This they deed and torn his heart asunder. Woe, you've pleased your heart, you've done your revenge on what you never knew. It's a wrong battle you...

From  both corners of the borough, nothing we can borrow, Now darling,,hear my heart, hear what it has to say, What it feels when felt you are far from this soul. What mind thinks differs, but here are what I  Never know how to express, explain or even Make clear,,, now darling hear, here I pour them out. Would you believe me when I'll say I love you? Would you believe me if I say I'll never stop Until the night turn to light and the light lights? Would you believe me if I say 'forever I'll want you To be mine, to be my better half though you already are. Maybe just the beginning for what is within is yet To be revealed, yet to be stumped with the mark of love. Darling, would you believe that I am always there. Would you believe that I always watch over Your sleep, would you believe that I know your pains That you are vividly and plainly painted within my heart, That I do know you, and kept learning you daily As I keep loving you, as I keep on ma...

 Joy comes in the morning, maintained till evening when under it, It is seen widely as it comes with the smile On her face as its light strike the heart of the Loving soul of a lady, it was revealed the hiden Defination of life as it brings back to life  What lived in the ancient days, what it meant In the old days and how it was expressed By then, by them who had finds it in the reasonable Places and rememberable events at the mentioned old days.  When men and women were so exuberant with it, As its' reword, from both was conssidered secret As it was the pride of the family and the great tressure To the ladies.  Joy comes in the morning when under it. When unspoken it becomes louder and then mentioned!, All stays still, what God had put together none Separates as it was built under it, what becomes one Had to be built on it and thus it is the shelter to the Ones believing and the foundation of the ones lasting, In hard times and the best, in sadness and ...

Lies are true, fly if possible hide if concealable, Smile, keep off distractive redo, undo damages Garbages cause in the course of life, got to fight When survival required, from enemy flea Flight accepted when absconding, accounting For the better life life has for ones destiny to reveal, Lies are true, sorted, branded, spoken, then awarded, As truth, can't say no, that's not true it's true, Lies are true when keen ears needed listening To words award as the sound sounds with Reasonings mind and an accepting heart, Zero down and mend your ways for lies never lie Lies are true, protective incarnate it's personality As lies never lie only reveals the fact and the act Of ones characters, lies are true.  High eyes looked, seen at the scene opposite is true, High mind minds, visions at the moment for it is true. Great are the thoughts though thorns deepen in wounds Feels healing is needed but the opposite is true. Lies spoken, truth canceled conceal the pain truth Seen to...